War

The paths of men isn’t always just black and white. It is the will to do what is most decent and abnormal. It is that thing that fights against cruelty and anger. It is both peace and strength. It is the waged war to love endlessly as we were created to do.   Advertisements

GJ Tube Procedure & Broviac Replacement … FINALLY!!!!

Kairi had a GJ tube placed and replaced the broviac on her chest. It was a very long day. The girls woke up at 9am to start getting ready to head over to the hospital. When I called, I was told that, we still didn’t have a set time. By the time I made it…

Update Kairi: 11/22/13 It’s been over 8 months

It’s been over a week until my husband finally was able to come and visit us down by the hospital. I have to appreciate a man that works so hard to support his family, and on his days off goes through the grueling drive to come spend time with his wife and daughters. It was…

When will this end?

Yet another “power” struggle and all for the good of the people speech. Give me a break. When will this end?.

Venting-GJ tube mishaps

Update on Kairi: I received a call this morning about having to reschedule Kairi’s procedure for tomorrow from one of the GI doctors. Something came up, and one of the main doctor wouldn’t have been able to do it. That’s fine, things happen. Prior to making the decision to do this, I spoke to my…

TWIN packaged story

This video is so beautiful and powerful. Here’s a little window to what we have gone through as a family. For the most part, my husband and my experiences have been quantified by the post and text I send as updates. We’ve never really opened up- I have never really opened up. Aislynn and Kairi…

Pill Popper

Pill popper. Life lost, death won. A world filled with pill poppers to numb the pain, erase knowledge, drown the wise. Eyesores, wars, and peace are the muted colors of neutral perceptions. We see nothing, hear uselessness, bore analgesia. Death rejects us, the whisper of life palpitates in essence and is nothing but a mere…

God?

I’m feeling a bit lazy, and this “rant” won’t be an adequate depiction of how I really feel, of what I should really write, and of the things I should censor out of this. So here it goes… Why as Christians do we believe that everything we feel is a Godsend to the mere brethrens…

Kairi Eliza

I’m ready to go home. Over 7 months in the hospital. Literally. We have been at the mercy of hospital calls, doctors who don’t listen, and surgery upon surgery. Please, Kairi, let’s go home. My girls have been so good through this whole time, especially my 20 month old. She brightens my day while daddy…

Just a minute, MoyaMoya.

Just a minute, MoyaMoya. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE HELP SUPPORT AND SPREAD THE NEWS. LET’S USE WORDPRESS TO FIRE THIS UP. TOO OFTEN PEOPLE ARE MISDIAGNOSED EVEN AFTER A STROKE BECAUSE DOCTORS DON’T KNOW. NEXT TIME YOU GO IN FOR A CHECKUP ASK YOUR NURSE OR DOCTOR IF THEY KNOW WHAT MOYA MOYA DISEASE IS. Taken…

To the “humble” man.

If you keep calling yourself humble and an upright man, being content as to who YOU describe yourself to be; You’re only fooling yourself and failing the Lord. What you really are is a SELF righteous man always defining who you are and not that of the Lord. Walk the walk that gives glory to…